~ Tranquil Surrender ~

by nisro on Polyvore



~ Tranquil Surrender ~

And here I surrender again
not to the wasteful desert of pain
but to a gentle promise
of pleasure to regain
with the whispers of the coming rain!

Here…
I surrender again
to you
My uplifting moment
my predicament of tranquility
where you and I
sit in perfect equality!
savoring a scene
munching moments serene!!
And nothing would matter
but us
to be
the monarchy of time
dividing it
into crunches sublime!

Then...
I surrender again
to the life of the sane
to days of the chain!
and get back to the ruthless domain!
the solid realities of the life of the bee
where every second is destined to be
a longing
a yearning
a reaching
for that tranquility!


Sat: 3-6-1434 / 13-4-2013

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P.S. I know it has been long since I posted here...I've been busy with so many things & distracted to the bone that my pen has been awfully silent for long :(

 

You need to fall (Inspired by Felix's jump)

Inspired by Felix Baumgartner's jump on the 14th of October-2012 (coincides with my anniversary ;)

Sometimes you need to fall

just to learn how to stand tall!

How to rise again

from the ashes of the pain!

How to take the next step to be

what you've always meant to be!

How to dare...

to be there...

to face the questioning doubtful glare

prove them wrong

as you sing your song!

Sometimes

you need to try

even if it means that you'd die!

You see...

the path of glory

is never meant to be

for some one

as quiet as weak/ meek as thee!

someone who would curl away

with a cry and a sigh

waving his dream goodbye!

remembering it merely in a lullaby!

Remember success...

is what you achieve

when you hold on

to what you really believe!

Never grieve

as you weave

the next installment

of the story

of your glory!

Sometimes …

You need to choose

to fall ...

surrender to the deafening

maddening inner call

"come what may!"

You may say!

Then…

fall

and

 win it all!

TODay!

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Sunday: 14 October 2012 / 28-11-1433 

{{It happens that I was born on the 14th of October...What A day!! *_^)

wondering!

I still wonder
what happened !!
How did the thunder
manage to keep you away
when storms
have rocked my very bay!!

You were never a safe ground
to tread
just words to be read!
and I was a weaver
a quick believer
and now
I just relinquish it all
what is the point
when you always stand near the edge
threatened to take that fall!!

Wed: 27-9-1433
15-8-2012
 7:17 am

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Lonely but safe ;)

I had it for years

For centuries past

Still I hold it tight

Hoping to keep it to the last.

You can have it now

& rescue me from the hammering sound !

Dance with it around

I no longer care..,

I'd dare ...

To stare !

& watch it bloom 

Happy as it found n you a room 

Just for a while ..

A little more 

And I have to take it back 

To its safe shore! 

A little more 

A little more 

And a while 

The beating weakens

The chambers are laced with tiles

A little while ..

The sound is lost

The fluttering of emotions dazed

A living being is hazed! 

A little while

Another victim is added to the pile! 

I told you 

I had it for centuries 

I kept safe! 

Lonely as hell 

But loneliness never led  it 

To the grave! 

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Wed: 28 /8/1433 

18 July (7) 2012 

9:14 am 

 (inspired by reading poems by Billy Collins)

A Land of Breathtaking beauty

I am here in the land of the poet WordsWorth!
The village of Beatrix Potter who created the magical tales of Peter rabbit!
A land of such mesmerizing beauty & magical sceneries ;)
The people here are soo friendly. Smiles seem to be the norm if their every minute!
Love it here beyond words!

And I had you..

And I had you 

for a second or two

a thought beguiling

a dream bewitching 

and a story untrue!

And I had you

only in my mind

a reality hard to find!

and I …

no longer miss you 

just had you 

between a breath or two

centuries passed

and i was never yours to the last

just a breath 

you once inhaled! 

tried to keep 

no reward to reap

but this…

these

words

i scatter here 

utterances 

you hold them near!

and they slip

between your finger tips

and they wake

that sleeping giant between the rips

And I had you!

Not…

 so …

true! 

Mon:21-7-1433 / 11-6-2012

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Your afterthought!

I can't be your afterthought

a joy that you remember only when distraught!

A moment sought

only when others are mere nought!

I can't be

the breath you take

after so much breathing!

The word you utter 

only when silence is seizing! 

Not your last choice,

your lost voice,

Not your last fight

or your moment of flight!

I have to be the first

Not the last!

the present

not the ghostly past!

The fully accentuated utterance

and not the mere breath !

The life you live, 

not the regret near death!

Until that....

you see

I'd remain nothing to thee!

An empty space,

a craving chase,

a non existent person ;

with no place

but here!

where words

are dear

near

and never filled with fear !

I can never be

the afterthought 

that connects you to me!

but a full-fledged existence 

that transcends the distance

and needs no resistance !


Until then...

you see

I'd remain myself!

never an afterthought

forever a mystery! ;)

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Sat: 12-7-1433 / 2-6-2012

3:50 am 

A human still!

Anguished 

is how you feel

thinking that everything is real

but it is not 

and it cannot  be!

Half of life

is just a mere delusion,

you see!

Burned

as if walking on real fire

when you only have to wear

your forced attire! 

Tired to the bone

waiting to reach home

when home can simply be

a word uttered to thee!

Bewitched

with dreams that can't be reached

a world is to be beseeched! 

and 

You !?
a monarch 

with no crown

just a face in this hazy town!

Silenced 

for words seem to fail you still

as you struggle to express your 

twirling inner cell!

missed 

and missing 

the light that once shone 

that you thought you own

that taught you the reality of being alone

no centuries could atone

this loss of that you had known!

Bequeathed

to your day,

not a gift!

though in a way! 

but perhaps a burden 

of clay

and promised decay!

Delay ..

all that could be

hold life at a bay

stutter with your lousiest "cliche"

betray 

the day!

and wallow in dismay!

At the end,

a human still you would be

entangled with all that is meant to be

dreaming of being set free!

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Wed: 9/7/1433

30/5/2012

12:25 pm 

A mesmerizing Yanni piece (Voyage) ;)

A mesmerizing, tantalizing  piece from the musical magician Yanni...I had to post here ; a future reference for my musical taste which seems to swing , fall in love and get swiped off my feet ;)
Yanni somehow remained a constant love all through these years...
And I hope one day I'd attend one of his concerts and swoon over the pieces he wonderfully plays ;)


I so love this piece with its tantalizing shifts of notes and how it is endowed with a hint of Eastern music ;)


I hope whoever reads this post would enjoy it and find him/her self swinging along ;) LOL


Peace & Love,

All of me!!

All of me 

is never enough! 

you have 

to push me away

& be rough!!

All of me 

is just a bit too much 

drive me away

out of reach 

out of touch! 

Then claim 

to miss me so much!!

ANd I have to believe it all

as if stars could fall!

then rise again

hearts could stop beating 

then lie in repeating! 

Thurs: 12-6-1433 / 3-5-2012

2:45 am

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